He stood on the shore
with a heart so pure
a tsunami waved
he was not saved
his heart was dashed upon the rocks
next to his ugly purple socks
i read plenty of threads here.. what amazes me is how each 'theist/believer' is totally convinced that their way/cult is the correct one.
even xtians are not in agreement over doctrine.. ok. so i've heard the excuse that it's the devil's fault..............but come on.............what a cop out.. is god so incapable of giving a consistant message of which is the true way?.
i'd tend to think god doesn't exist and it's just the thoughts of deluded people with deluded ideas.............otherwise the real truth would be obvious.. god is really powerless if it/she/they/it have to rely on the game of chinese whispers..
He stood on the shore
with a heart so pure
a tsunami waved
he was not saved
his heart was dashed upon the rocks
next to his ugly purple socks
i read plenty of threads here.. what amazes me is how each 'theist/believer' is totally convinced that their way/cult is the correct one.
even xtians are not in agreement over doctrine.. ok. so i've heard the excuse that it's the devil's fault..............but come on.............what a cop out.. is god so incapable of giving a consistant message of which is the true way?.
i'd tend to think god doesn't exist and it's just the thoughts of deluded people with deluded ideas.............otherwise the real truth would be obvious.. god is really powerless if it/she/they/it have to rely on the game of chinese whispers..
Seriously
i may not be able to find out the ultimate answers to our existence but I believe that i can find out some answers if i continue searching with as much honest critical thinking as I am capable of. it is so easy to fall into thinking traps one must monitor oneself constantly. We deceive ourselves and often fall for "so called evidence" and it is a rocky road. One has to be willing to accept something that may be unexpected and uncomfortable and not what you had hoped for if there if solid evidence.
i felt very disappointd when all the paths i had followed turned out to be wrong but it's part of the learning process and i feel that using my remaining lifetime finding out anything that might be true occupies my meaning of life desire. i realized that I wanted certain things to be true and I looked for evidence to support it. I've learned my lesson.
i read plenty of threads here.. what amazes me is how each 'theist/believer' is totally convinced that their way/cult is the correct one.
even xtians are not in agreement over doctrine.. ok. so i've heard the excuse that it's the devil's fault..............but come on.............what a cop out.. is god so incapable of giving a consistant message of which is the true way?.
i'd tend to think god doesn't exist and it's just the thoughts of deluded people with deluded ideas.............otherwise the real truth would be obvious.. god is really powerless if it/she/they/it have to rely on the game of chinese whispers..
Strawberry fields forever
this tired, lonely man has been snared, but i protest little .
she holds me tenderly in her tightening but welcome thrall.
i cave willingly -- oh, so willingly -- to her amatory attentions.
woof!.
i care for numerous canines and wonder about your experiences with man's best friend.. some appear ready and able to do as asked and others, well, just sort of stare .
and stare.
I'm more of a cat person but i did have a beautiful mutt for 10 yrs. She was a beagle,bassett,collie, springer spaniel mix and she was lovable but not obedient. i was in my twenties at the time and probably not too strict. I was always good to her and spoiled her and we had a great time together. I'd tell her not to get on the bed and in the morning wake up with her 50lb body up against my back. Every pet relationship is different and i'm not sure there's really a right way as long as they don't become dangerous.
i came across this concept a few days ago.. it is is the story of your life or some part of it told in just 6 words.. you can check it out here.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/six-word_memoirs.
thought it might be interesting to connect with life as a witness.. my thoughts:.
Be careful when looking for truth
a cuneiform tablet from around 1750bce describes a noah type named atra-hasis building a 2/3rds stadium size round ark to save humans and animals from the gods wrath.
one of the gods, enki, informs atra of the other gods plans along with how-to instructions.. www.haaretz.com under archeology.. why couldn't we have had a god named enki, is that cool or what.... .
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I'm very interested in the anunnaki possibilty. After much investigation it seems plausible but one thing I've learned from the JW experience is to be careful about what you believe. I always wanted peace and happiness for humanity and the paradise sounded so good at first that it clouded my judgement until i discovered it's dark underbelly. So now I'm on to new ideas with a more critical mind.
no longer a ms ........................... can't give details atm, for it might be a dead-giveaway and it ain't quite over yet.
but, it really taught me one thing: if you're trying to fade or stay in, trust no one.
and i mean no one.. eden.
i had one of those friends in the org who rushed to the elders with "concern" because I had expressed some disturbing thoughts about the governing body. Me and my husband were called in for a meeting to see if that was true and were told that it was okay to discuss whatever between us but don't spread it around. We we're already feeling that "we need to get out of here because there's nothing true about this deceptive organization" so we went to one more meeting and then we cut the cord. We didn't answer the phone or answer the door. People left heartfelt messages but to no avail. We left and never looked back and we're happy and much better off. There were many people in the congregation that i liked and i enjoyed their friendship but we had to walk away because you can't be their friends unless you accept the lies.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=pukmuz4tljg .
That's one of those things that you fine yourself laughing at but at the same time you realize it was kind of horrible at the same time. it really did scare people
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i was already on my way to my second fade when i went to the wildlife photographer of the year 2012 exhibition, but this photo made me lose faith in the idea of a loving creator......(the gazelle has been injured by the mother cheetah so she can use it to train her cubs to hunt).
I remember as a child watching a nature show and how everything seemed so sweet and then it was dinner time for the animals and it felt very disturbing. All these years i find myself understanding they have to eat as I do but it never stops feeling terrible. Nature is beautiful and brutal at the same time and my internal feelings cannot find resolution.